Life as I know it

I have completely neglected my blogging and to be honest I have missed it. I definitely view this as a great way to ramble on about the goings on in my life.

It's 2009 and I can barely believe it. I'm hoping it's a good year, I'm planning to move out on my own :D, I'm celebrating a one year anniversary with the boyfriend, I'm turning 20 (eeek), I'm learning how to play the guitar and I'm working hard. Every year I toast and hope for a year better than the last, but when I think about it every year may have its faults but they also have some unbelievable moments as well.

Taking a glance back at 2008 a lot went down. I met the boyfriend, my sister had twins, I successfully completed my first year in university, I quit my crap job in retail and now work on campus for much better pay, I had amazing times with close friends, and learned even more about myself. OF COURSE it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. My dad was diagnosed with Korsakoffs and is now living in a nursing home for the rest of his life, my one sister became way to dependent upon my mother and myself causing tons of stress to our lives, I went through a couple bouts of depression and almost died from anaphylactic shock when my nurse gave me ten times the amount of serum in my allergy shot.

Over all I think I'm doing well. I'm proud of what I have accomplished so far and am looking forward to accomplishing all my goals. I no longer question who I am, because I know that I am a good person with a good heart and I don't need to be reassured by others to believe it. Life is a gift and I don't intend on wasting it.

Here's to a great year!